CREW

Enough about me. CREW has been just the best sport with everything thats happening. He is such a happy kid. He is also a jokester and is constantly trying to make people laugh. He's just really fun. Right now, amongst all the nonsense with Damon gone and my healing from surgery he is also teething or has a bad cold. Poor guy. He has been waking up really early! Its really really hard for me not to hold him right now.

He's quite the chatter box, even if it doesn't make sense. He can say a lot of words, he can learn words easily too if I just ask him to say something he tries to say it. He is still taking a good sized nap around 12:30 for a couple hours.

He's starting to get some big teeth in there! I think he has 8 plus molars and a couple big ones. He's been pretty slow with teeth. In Feb he only had 7 then April he had 8 and now he has more but his little friend has like a full set it looks like! Teething is so rough.

This trip at the Pink House he is obsessed with cars! Goes to sleep saying car wakes up saying car. He LOVES going on the quads which he calls cars too. Such a sweetie.

6.24.18

last surgery done!

I should be a lot happier that the last surgery is done but I'm just not quite ready to celebrate. I don't think I've ever been this stressed. Post surgery without Damon has been really hard for me. Relying on other people to mother my child is really hard for me. I feel like we are a burden to them although no one feels that way. My mom has been the main caretaker for the past two weeks; however, she left for a much deserved cruise last Saturday and my grandma has been taking care of him. I still have two more weeks before I'm supposed to carry him; when I cheat and do it, I have really bad nerve pain. My grandpa was real with me and told me that her back has been hurting. She has had a lot of back pain in the past. So Damon is on his way. Because he works in Utah he's missed a lot of work, we didn't want him to miss any more but he has to now. Its just really stressful for me. He has me make the call if he should come or not so I just feel a lot of guilt for making him miss work. I'm in pain too so I think its just physically and emotionally a hard time for me. I'm excited for it to all be over.

6.24.18