Two nights ago I woke up in a panic. My mommy senses woke up to Crew crying hard and the monitor was not on so I could barely hear him! It was 4am and I hadn't fed him since 10:30pm. I had no clue how long he was crying or anything. I had the worst mommy guilt I think I've ever had. I ran to his room and fed him and he woke up at 7am. He was okay but I still felt SO BAD.
Last night, he ONLY WOKE UP ONE TIME! I put him down at 8:30pm and he woke up at 2:15am and is still sleeping right now at 6:20am. I had to go in and check if he was breathing. It's the first time I actually feel rested and the first time a little baby didn't wake me up for the day. It feels incredibly weird. Its also Damon's birthday! Happy Birthday Damon, you get a rested and extremely happy wife! YAY!
Hopefully this will become a pattern. I still feel super guilty for the other night but I guess it kind of worked out.
6.15.17
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